There’s this annoying little thought in my head that has been bothering me all day. I tried to do so many things to distract myself from it, but somehow it keeps entering my head. Thought i’d sleep it off, but when i woke up it made it even worse. I went out, buy a few things for the house, and got a haircut, but when i went back home, it was still there. Here’s the thing, I’m not supposed to think this way, i have no right at all to feel like this. I promised myself that i wouldn’t be like this anymore and that i will be okay with everything. But being okay with everything wasn’t so easy as i thought it would be. At one point you just can’t take it anymore and you wan to say “no,it’s not okay” so bad, but everything inside you is holding you back, telling you that its not the right thing to do.